ok so show tonight was great but the best night of my life was ruined..... This is so embarassing to even tell..... So that guy who got up on stage too early..... was ME....... I knew i wasn't supposed to go up, but everyone told me to go and was pushing me and even the security guards helped me up. when i got up i was so confused..... so was scott clearly...... When a security guard told me to come over. He told me "What the FUCK are you doing up here, the band didn't tell you to come up there" i argued saying but everyone pushed me up there, but he kicked me off..... So yeah.... my inability to wait, the fact that everyone was pushing me, and a big fucker in a black shirt ruined the greatest moment of my life...... Needless to say I'm embarrassed, ashamed, pissed, and overwhelmingly sad....... I probably looked stupid and i sure as hell do feel like it.... seriously... i mean... i cried a bit..... i've never felt so embarrassed.