This report is just for the media and not complete. The test for cocaine most likely came back immediately since it was reported on the bus and makes for a better story rather than bi-polar meds. I’m not familiar w/ MDA so maybe it came back if it is the same as coke? Even if he stopped taking the Bi-Polar meds, the doctor would have to wean him off of it since the body becomes dependent on them and can be dangerous if you just stop taking them especially in his condition. Mixing uppers, downers, and alcohol w/ a bad heart and if I read right, he also had hardening of the arteries is what caused him to go into cardiac arrest…Basically, you are looking at a guy who had a mental illness which sounds moderate to severe considering if he did suffer from a paranoia disorder then the only meds to help him are the very ones that you can’t give to drug addicts. No way out, right?
My thoughts and feelings on how he relapsed and my view goes like this:
To me it doesn’t matter if Mary left the state w/ the kids then Jeremy passing away vs. Jeremy passing away then Mary leaving the state w/ the kids; the fact is She left & while he knows that he can get plane tix and whatever, the fact that she took the kids out of state is probably what caused his depression into relapse…Jeremy passes away the night before his album release, so my question would be, “were they “partying”” and that’s why he felt so much guilt and anger which resulted in the Corpus Christi show, the bad meet and greets and odd behavior since he was in a full blown relapse? Like I said, it doesn’t matter what happened first cuz both instances leads to a relapse w/ the added, STP lawsuit, Blaster not taking off, fewer shows, alimony…the Poor Guy, but, he is an addict & they love to play victim cuz it justifies their addictions. Now, my last question would be, “Why didn’t the wife see his health failing? It doesn’t matter that she didn’t know that he was doing drugs behind her back, maybe. Isn’t she is a Photographer? Doesn’t that mean they have keen eyesight? She even took his pictures. Didn’t she question anything? She is a mother w/ paternal instincts. She would sense something is wrong. This is the thing, even though after Mary took Scott to the hospital and she went back downstairs and did more drugs; the moral of the story is she took him to the hospital. Love should have taken him to the hospital. I mean, we randomly go to his shows & we saw his health failing you know? 10 days, not even 2 weeks…just sayin’
Then the last would be, I saw him at the Grammy Theatre for the last time. It would be a month prior but I wonder if that is why he couldn’t stop shaking his leg. It was shaking so bad that it made me want to shake my leg.
The bright side is that weirdly, Scott saved my sister’s life. Since Scott died the same way as her husband (heart attack in his sleep due to drugs, alcohol and a bad heart) she finds comfort in knowing I somehow understand her pain, so thanks Scott Weiland for saving my sister’s life. She has been grieving for 7 years, poor girl.
I have been in a state of shock and sadness all week that I have been going to the gym to get past this. My workouts have to be the most depressing workouts I have ever done. It’s hard to listen to the music, any for that matter, and when I do listen it sounds flat and lifeless. I can’t write, play my guitar. I didn’t realize to what degree he inspired my creativity. My top 5 would be: Stevie Nicks, Scott Weiland, Jim Morrison, Robert Plant and John Lennon. I can listen to them and be inspired instantly. I might try to stop by the Hollywood Forever tomorrow, maybe
